| Sam's Forum Info |
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| Additional Info About Sam |
| Sex: |
MTF |
| Sexual Orientation: |
Pansexual |
| Job Field: |
Other |
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| Religion: |
Atheist |
| Hobbies: |
sci fi, computers, video games, chess, music, girly stuff, psychology, kinks |
| Dislikes: |
ignorance, arrogance, narrow mindedness, violence, stupidity, beliefs without logical foundation, mushrooms, onions, pretty much any green vegetables, bagpipes, 1 dimensional people, any kind of conflict |
| About Me: |
I think i'm a nice person. I try to be kind. I try to be rational and logical. I'm the kind of person who can be swayed by a well reasoned argument, I hate people who just shout louder to make their point.
I get very easily hurt or upset, and tend to interpret people ignoring me as being a personal rejection. I'm immensely self critical, but I'm trying to work on that. I've spent most of my life hating myself, I'm trying to work on that too.
I have a good sense of humour, but not everyone gets it. I've always used humour to try and avoid arkwardness or bearing my true feelings.
I have strong opinions about certain things, I try to keep to myself as much as possible so as to not cause conflict, but sometimes I feel like I have to voice my opinion, if something is clearly wrong, or if I feel someone needs protecting, try as I might, I somehow always seem to get dragged back into the centre of controversy. and it usually get's me kicked out of these places.
I'm honest to a fault, it's ruined several relationships. What I say you should always take at face value, I never include hidden meaning, I don't have a hidden agenda. not that anyone can ever manage to take what I say at face value.
It was only a few weeks ago, that I finally started to embark on this journey, I'd of course thought about it many times, struggled with my gender for years, but since finally taking the first step, everything has clicked, it now all seems so obvious and right, I no longer have doubts and i'm now eager to move forward as fast as I can.
I'm self medicating, which of course people frown upon, but I'm doing so under the supervision of a doctor. I went this way for two reasons, first I felt like I had to at least start getting to T out of my body and see how I felt, before I potentially made a tragic mistake by coming out to my doctor and other people I was going to need for support. and then once i'd reached that stage and knew I was sure, I didn't want to have to stop and wait probably at least a year, maybe up to 18 months, while I was referred from my GP to a psych, to a gender therapist to an endo before I could finally start HRT. |
| Sam's Signature |
"You know, I'd like to take this opportunity to say that this is a very poorly designed bomb, and I think we should say something to somebody about it when we get back."
—O'Neill Stargate SG-1 |
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